Let me just start this off, saying that I know what I do is wrong. But I am a strong believer that there should be nothing in my girlfriend's messages that I shouldn't be allowed to see. If she wanted to see my messages, I would let her see them in a second. I have nothing to hide from her. But when she hides messages from me, it just makes me jealous and irrational. Props to her if she is doing the same thing and breaking into my messages. It takes a lot of dedication to be a Jealous Girlfriend.
Anyway.
Where was i? Oh right..... the worst ex of all. I'll call him R Let me just give you the back story on Bobby.
When I first met my girlfriend, she was "in love" with R. Or so she told me all the time. My opinion of the situation was that he was completely playing her. He was using her for sex and never really cared about her or wanted a relationship... but he constantly strung her along and kept her around for "just in case". He treated her like dirt. And then she finally started letting him go, and that's what she and I became more than friends. She forgot about him for a while, and actually became friends with him... as did I. Everything seemed like it was just platonic. The three of us got along well, and that was that. We were distant friends...and actually lost touched for a while. However, I went away on vacation last week and she texted me while I was on vacation that R had texted her, pretty much giving her a booty call. She told me that she told him no, and that it would take her a while to forgive him. I was really happy that she had turned him down so easily. It seemed a little too easily.... so of course I checked her facebook messages, just in case that wasn't the end of it. And i immediately found messages between them where she said she forgave him for what he said, and that she was really just shocked that he would ask her that. The messages ended with them chitchatting. I noticed another message in the inbox, one with my girlfriend and one of her good guy friends. In this message she told her friend that she had been wondering what things would be like if everything had worked out with R. Her friend told her to not even think like that and not to mess things up with me. But she seemed like she wasn't sure she wanted to just drop the idea.
Now I'm a complete wreck. My jealousy has gone wild. She is actually wondering what things would be like with that scumbag? My snooping is going into full effect. I will get to the bottom of this. If anything happens between them, I WILL know.
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